Don't cry..
two words people have said to you over and over, we all know that it's easier said than done.. So go ahead, cry it all out, let your tears flow, maybe it'll take some of the pain away..
Maybe I don't fully understand or feel completely for you, but there's one thing I am certain of, I've been there, haven't we all at some point in our lives? And believe me when I say you WILL get through this.. You WILL! It might be hard to believe at this point, but I'm sure you will :)
So go ahead, cry it out.. remember all the good times, the lovely memories, the beautiful words, the butterflies.. remember it all.. forget everything that was negative, forget the bad days, the fights, the hurtful words..
Here comes the hard part.. make all those beautiful moments your past.. cancel all the plans you had for the future.. You both had a beautiful time together, but that was in the PAST.. you have to really know that, feel it, ACCEPT it..
Now, think of what YOU want.. think about yourself as a person, try and find yourself amidst the mess and the debris.. who are you? and what do YOU want? .. when you answer those questions, then just go get it girl, nothing in this life is impossible..
Love, you don't need someone to make you happy.. you need to find happiness within yourself.. You don't need to be with someone to feel complete, you have to find that completeness in you first.. Fill that empty void you're feeling with something usefull.. Don't wait, don't linger, don't waste another second thinking of "what if" and "if only".. What is done is done, its all over now.. you have to beleive that god has a bigger plan for you, you might hate it now, but its all for the best, I KNOW SO! and you should believe that too.. So don't you worry love, this storm you're living will all be over, you will clean up the mess, you'll find yourself, and you will be completely happy with yourself, you will be on your own, but completely happy :) I know so, walah I do!
7abeebti, We all lose things along the road, but we also FIND treasures along the way as well ..
Now smile that beautiful smile of yours, because every day is a new day, every day is a new page, so smile, and make everyday count, you have the pen in your hand, only you control what goes on the page, YOU have the power to make every page colorful, everyday special..
"Learn from yesterday, Live for today, and Hope for tomorrow"
